So I've been AFK for a while because I am going to school and working on campus. (YES I CAN PAY MY CAR! NO MORE MEETINGS AT THE UNEMPLOYMENT OFFICE!)
Ugh, anyway. Still on the hunt for a better neighborhood that doesn't have ESL people and having loud stupid ass kids running around. I am hoping that we find something soon. My medication that I have been given is kinda working. I want to sleep most of the day. I guess that's good so I don't deal with bullshit, but since I'm going to school and work on campus, it's not going to fly very well if I suddenly start drooling at my desk while the phone is ringing. Or if I'm snoring while in class and no one can pay attention to the instructor.
Yes, I'm still complaining about my living situation. Got a Chinese Market on the left side of the house. Got a single mom with 3 kids on the right side of the house. Got a young Japanese family behind the house and I don't think the parents work. Cause why? They Japanese and they don't have to because they live in Hawaii, and the Japanese are so fucking superior than everyone else. Just because they bombed Pearl Harbor and that the US bombed right back, I guess Hawaii has to be nice to them.
It doesn't help when the houses are less than 15 feet away from each other. I'm sure the neighbors can hear me fart while I'm in the bathroom or burp after eating eat. Usually that is probably the only noise that I make. Everyone else yells, screams, runs around, drags shit on the concrete, rudely looking in to our bedroom because our door is open. It's fucking hot if you don't open up any windows or the doors. So I'm enduring the consequences of having the door open for the cool breeze to come through, and having the neighbor kids peering into my bedroom. Already got the Japanese boys just staring at us for no reason. Who knows if they peer from their bedroom to hopefully catch me change behind the curtain. UGH!! That is so creepy!!
Chinese market have been quiet for what it seems now. I just batchi that right now, fuck! One of the sons got a puppy for his wife. Great.. A yippy puppy that barks and bites the wife. That means it doesn't like you! Why get a puppy when it doesn't listen and just barks at you all day and night? Wow, their neighbors must not care if a dog is barking for more than an hour. I fucking care! I want to go over to their house and just step on the dog. "There! It's quiet now!" I would want to slap everyone in that house because they are so stupid! Not only they are stupid, the "adults" of the house don't know English. How long have you lived on the island, and you can't FUCKING SPEAK/UNDERSTAND ENGLISH!?? Your kids know English. what you don't want to learn? Go fucking back to China then!!
The kids on the other side with the single mom haven't really got me until now. The oldest boy has a pellet gun and started shooting at something. I get annoyed and tell him to stop. I said it politely by the way. So he stopped. But it's more annoying when you get the younger kids. The little girl starts to drag the plastic slide up to the clothes line pole so she can't "try" to be a pole dancer? I don't know. Then you got the other young boy trying to ride his fake Razor scooter around the truck and the plastic slide and around the little pole dancer. Lots of commotion going on. My dad is "trying" to rest in his room, but his room is on the same side as where they are playing. I don't know what else to do, so I start washing clothes and just start talking loud. "Jesus fucking christ, are you kidding me? They can't play at the fucking park?" My boyfriend, who is trying not to have me flip out (too late) is trying to take the clothes from me so he can wash them. "No, you tell them to shut the hell up! Someone is trying to sleep in this fucking house"! I throw the basket to the side and it makes a loud SNAP sound on the concrete. The commotion of the kids stop. (Oh was that all I had to do? Make a loud noise and all of you stop?) My boyfriend goes over and says something, which I'm hoping it goes along with "please keep it down", but with no swearing.
It's fucking hot in this house because all the windows are closed except for the back one. Got 2 fans going, and my throat is getting sore. UGH!!! Sweet baby fucking Jesus. Why do you like fucking me in the ass for? What have I done to you? Why you make stupid people follow me around!?
FML.
